having a good run..for now

i haven't written in a few days because i am having a good run of good days :) this doesn't happen too often so i'm happy..kind of. deep down i'm still upset about many things in my life, but for right now i'm forgetting about that and going with this high that i am on. when i'm in a good mood, i get a lot of things done. but if i stop for a second to have a chance to stop and think, i realize how incredibly lonely i am. i am able to mask that for now and continue on, but it's only a matter of time until my world comes crashing down once again...