when i sleep, i always dream. when i wake up, the first thing i do is go to my laptop and look up the meaning of my dreams. the online dream dictionary i use is at Dream Moods: http://www.dreammoods.com/dreamdictionary/ . sometimes the meanings can be a bit vague and repetitive, but hey, it's free. however, most of the time i find myself thinking aha, that's so true. one of my most frequent dreams involves public washrooms. in the dream, i'm usually looking for a public washroom to use, but i can't find one; they are out of order; too dirty to use; or stalls aren't big enough, etc. i looked up this dream on Dream Moods and this was the interpretation:
"...suggests that you need to let go of some relationship that has ran its course. The notion that you dream of bathroom stalls, which are often found in public, further indicate that you are concerned about how others might feel and how others will perceive and judge you. You are feeling ashamed and fear that the situation might get messy should you make your feelings known. You don't want to cause trouble and as a result keep things inside. Your emotions have been pent up for too long and hence the dreams recur until they are released or acknowledged."
i think this pretty much sums it up, yes. so maybe my relationship has ran its course. maybe my boyfriend ignores me as a way to relay that message. maybe he is waiting for me to end it. if that's the case, i don't like that he has all the power. and why does he want it to end? because he doesn't understand my situation? will anyone ever understand? and how do i find this person that will? all i want is someone to understand and be there for me.
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