Tuesday, 29 March 2011
nobody cares
nobody cares. nobody would care if i dropped off this earth. i feel like curling up in a ball and dying. i am so tired of wearing my mask and pretending that everything is ok because it's not!!! everyone abandons me at some point. there is no one to turn to anymore. i am alone in this world. they say if you can count the number of friends you have on one hand then you are lucky. well i need no hands because i have no friends. they all abandon you when they find something better. it is the hardest thing to find true friends. and if you have them, hang on to them. there is nothing i would want more in this life than to have one real true friend again. but who would want to be friends with me?
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Please don't think that nobody cares. I know I'm just a stranger off the internet, but I've gone through several emotional ordeals like you describe. I think we become too focused on what is making us miserable and eventually feel like giving into despair because we feel it will never change. There's always someone out there who cares, I promise you. Please don't let yourself think this way, or become suicidal. If you need to and can afford, please seek professional help to give you good advice. Sometimes a difference in perspective will really help (something I am planning to seek out for myself). Take care and try to have more good days than bad days!
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